Happy New Year! (in 2 days and 3 hours)

So.....things with W are progressing. I dont know  if it's good or bad. But it seems good.
I've invited him to our family Xmas tomorrow and barring a snowstorm, he said he'll come. So I am praying for clear weather. I think he'll enjoy himself, I hope so anyways.
He's still thinking about the whole thing. He says he likes being/living alone. I get that, I like it for myself too. I just hope he'll keep himself open to a new relationship(yes, with me) and open to newer deeper feelings. But it's gonna be slow going and thats ok. I think I need to let it be slow too.....fast hasnt always worked for me in the past.
Anyway....good things to come in the New Year, I hope.

Next Week

So, it's a week later and still talking to W. It has been great.
We've been talking at least every other day and even every day. And it's not just a "Hi how are you" kind of thing. Its always at least an hour and a half.
Earlier this week, at the end of the chat, W mentioned he`d like to go  on a little trip and did I want to go with him. I said absolutely. So far no more real mention of it, but I`m hopeful. It all seems so wonderful, and I am terrified I`ll fuck it up.
So I pray and I hope and I pray again and hope I can take whatever does happen between us. LOL I think I may be pmsing right now, so I just gotta focus on the positive .

W hinted he might be in this weekend....I hope so. He really rocks my world.