So, there's this guy. I knew him about 23-24 years ago. We had a thing...it couldn't go anywhere at the time, we both knew it. We agreed we'd have some fun, enjoy each other and move on. And thats what happened. Except for one thing...I really really fell for him. But I kept my end of the deal and we never saw each other again. Once, about 2-3 days before I left for the U.S to marry J, he called. I missed the call. So I put it away and moved on with my life. Y'all know the rest, if you've followed previous incarnations of this blog. I married ,had a good life, got sick, got widowed, and moved back to Canada.
Well, with all that happened, it changed me on certain levels. One of them was re-connecting with some people from my past. This guy was one of them. I'd heard thru the grapevine, that he wasn't married anymore, so I took a chance and called him. The first few times, we didnt connect and then I just kinda chickened out. I wasn't totally sure about his marital status and I sure as hell didn't want to make problems. Anyway, he must have wanted to get hold of me, because about a month or after I had called, I got an email from his son on facebook.So I called him and WOW!!!!!!
Between Saturday when we first talked and Monday, we talked for about 3-4 hours...it was wonderful. And then, he came to see me on Tuesday. We were together for seven hours and never ran out of things to talk about. It was like no time had passed. We even made out for awhile. And his smell, his scent, I've never forgotten and oh god , it was good. He still kisses as good as he ever did. It was a wonderful night.
Now today he called...just to talk. He doesnt know how often he can come to the city...time and money is an issue. And thats ok. We can talk on the phone , I'm good with that.
Now the thing is, W told me that when he phoned me right before I moved, what he also did was come and see me about a week later, but I was gone already.
I am pretty sure I'm in love with W and have always been. I dont know what he feels, but I have my suspicions. So for now, we just go one day at a time. I don't think we qualify as dating. But its all good. I like/love this guy on a pretty deep level and I am so glad to have him back in my life.
